Every once in a while I get hit with massive depression. Mostly when things aren't going my way. Like for the last year. I've been job hunting with no real success. I can't get into bed at night without Gwen taking up my whole side (and I can't move her). I'm going to be called lazy and messy tomorrow by the mother in law (because that's all she does). Yes, I'm lazy because I can't find a job. My best prospect so far this week is a part time for $8/hour-because that's all there is. The same place has another opening where one of the requirements is that in your previous job you made $75,000 a year.
Which gets me depressed again because there's no way I'll ever make that. The only way to get a high-paying job is to HAVE a high-paying job, how closed circle. But remember, I'm just lazy-that's why I can't get anything.
Yeah, live my life and try NOT to have a bad attitude.
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